Thoughts run amok

It's December and another year is about to end. I feel I haven't really accomplished anything this year, but somehow as we grow older, the sparks of idealism are slowly put out put a harsh dose of realism. Not that life has been harsh to me..quite the opposite in fact..it has been way too kind. SO kind that I am forever harboring on the brink of crazed boredom because everything seems to be just as it were for as long as I can remember.
But I plan on making some changes in the year 2008. Such as, finally tying the knot with my long-time boyfriend for starters. That's really gonna happen the first trimester of next year. I hope life finally begins to unfold, not that I would want to tip the boat over, but i just want to rock it up a bit to create some ripples in the still pond. And here I thought idealism lost its glitz!